Saturday, September 12

mei you ying yang de weiting

brown discharge, missing menses.
went to doctor, pregnancy test. scare the hell out of me. heart thumping, panicking, butterflies in my stomach. PHEW. result=im alright, im not pregnant, my urine is fine..
she asked some questions, which to me, i think its rather ridiculous.. yeah.. ermm..
she says i might be having hormones imbalance, malnutrition and stuffs like that.
come on.. im either eating crap if not snack. i dont eat rice nor noodles, but i love to snack. :O
i believe i am mal-nutrition. (but why i belong to the fat side?)
and im feeling weak lately, giddiness, nauseous. i cant sit in the cab for long, i just want to puke. :(
and snacking made me bloat like a balloon now, i always regret after i eat. but whats the use? tsk..
im gaining muscle mass also. my arm are so HUMONGOUS now! SHIT.

weiting, time to mug!!! im left with less than 60days. ): pray hard..