kite flying was indeed fun, sweats from running and hopping, sports water to prevent dehydrating and cinnamon raisin bagels to suppress hunger craves! more flyings next month!!! =D
be, more activities for the upcoming november. cos it will be the last month i got to enjoy to the fullest. :( after that = rest, rest and more rest.
frankly speaking, i am WORRIED AND TERRIFIED. :'(
picture to be uploaded soon, i haven been uploading them in blog. say im lazy, i admit. ;p
stayed over @ be's place from friday to monday. black dress, topman MAN'S jacket and army bag on the way to work. it was amazing how i managed to handle.

sunday night. (dont worry hubby, i am STRONG)
u never fail to dampen my spirit after a call.
how come i am so unlucky to have you as a mother, (deep inside, i know i know i know.... i still dote on and love u, tsk)
am i just your money supplier? although i dont provide u much. do you know how fortunate and lucky you are? did u even spend any effort in raising me up? should i blame you if i was being lead astrayed? do i have a good family background? can i be proud of you? all you know is too curse and swear every single day, and doing zany things. very disappointing and disheartening. MOTHER CAN U GROW UP?! WHY DO YOU WANT TO KEEP ME IN THE FIRST PLACE? IF I HAVE A CHOICE, I WOULD GO TO MY DAD! WHICH IT WAS TOO LATE WHEN I EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE. GOD DAMN FUCK IT!
are you really NUTS already? flashbacks hurt so much. i am working now, yet those images made my eyes blurred. :( how i wish i can call you mummy sweetly, holding ur arms going shopping together, cook or play together. u never give me a memorable childhood. never.. buying what i want to eat now does make me happy. showing care and concern does make me feel extremely touched. you once said a aforementioned statement. if anything happened to me, you'd cry. why do you need to cry? i thought.
u should wake up, please wake up.