things arent going smoothly the way i thought it would.
and its all because of money.
uncle's facing this difficulty now but he just didnt seem concern about it.
whereas ahma are having this bloody headache, finding solutions every now & then.
should i were to fork out this whole lump sum of money, its not that much actually. but what about my daily expenses etc.
i had to call up later and request for a defer of payment. please, for christ's sake, just grant us this grace period for the last time and i'll make sure the payment would be prompt in future.
i am feeling really bad, stress and very disappointed in myself and my uncle.
even if there is someone who is willing to listen to my sorrows, i wouldnt know how to pour it all out, my confuse thoughts.
give me some space to breathe..
i couldnt control myself again, i went snacking away. i hate it.
its solved but i still hate the fact. i just hate everything.
