continue like this, for days, for weeks?
maybe this is good thing.
having lunch now.
ytd night eat quite alot. hai..
tired of dieting, cant taste good food. cant have carbos.
tired of exercising. very suan and wasting alot of time.
saw her blog ytd, felt sad.
im sorry ive been neglecting you for so long. like 1yr?
i remember how you use to stand by me whenever im feeling down etc.
how you sleep beside me and comfort me.
pat me to sleep?
for once, i even grew wary of you cos i thought you like me as in really like.
whats past had alrdy past. we shall look forward to our meeting day. (:
im feeling emo this 2days. need some time alone really.
whenever that scene popped into my mind, i just want to ignore you.
do whatever you want as i said before.
you may think im thinking too much, as this is very normal for all guys.
but.. alright whatever.
im not sure if we will be meeting this weekend. maybe not.
if not meeting, we shall wait for the following week ba or so..
all the best for your work and runs.
everything will go on smoothly for you.
there will be ups and downs, but all the downs will only make you even tougher.
dont keep everything to yourself. must speak up.
every human got his/her rights. i will always support you. jiayou.
oh ya ytd he asked if i will be going to his birthday.
yea, i said i will. but of cos with gee. if not i wont be going alone. he even said he will be fetching me with his bike. like duh!
oh ya, i decided to alight @ khatib station everyday. and walked back home without bus.
and must sleep before 10.30 every night. except for weekends maybe.
*blue for melancholy.
